Blog Time.
Musican Before the stuggle...
I am with more than change.
This time is my life is defineing..
I have to find the mic for my sound- even if there is no audience...
Wish me luck.
Energy for the effort ,
Dear readers,
I woke up at five thirty in the morning, due to disturbance of a friend in need, which was no good for my insomnia, because I started my journey to dreamland, around three fifteen in the morning, due to a seemingly affective, one party conversation, and as I was lying in a crowded bed with the sleepy’s still encrusted in my eyes, I thought, “Why me”, and then I proceeded to think, “ wow I am selfish, but its not going to change until the sun rises.” Then I thought that I was thinking too much, and not making any clarity out of all of this. Well, after my, quote UN quote “Friend in need”, had left, which indeed, I left him for my mother to take care of, due a case of teenage ridden anger, I was awoken, by my mother, at around ten, forty five, and there was Hot breakfast waiting for me.Thats when the guilt was sweating my conscious, I had become, nothing more than, an over thinking, nagging, selfish person! I felt horrible, this is when, the self pity kicked in, as the day aged, my anger, guilt, and pity, embodied the members of my family, and I grew even more tired, with the fighting, more tired than I had been at five, thirty in the morning. I was desperate for sleep, for the peace of my, self created dreamland, I was willing to fall upon a stone just for the closer of shutting my eye lid and block out the light of the day. But again things, don’t go the way I want them too, in fact mortal
combat happened in the kitchen, world war III happened in the hall way, but I am astonished to say that, the grenades didn’t work, the guns, were out of bullets, and the war wounds were only skin deep. I made it home with only some scrapes, and the worry of defeat, and now, I have my chance to get in the shuttle, one way trip to dreamland…
So today’s lesson is to, think before you speak, and know the effect you have on others.
Or else, war will break out, and you will lose all of you time in dreamland...
Sweet Dreams,
Sera
-Dreamland.